Went out with Ignite Again!

Each and everytime i go out with ignite i can feel the spiritual flame in them light up my spiritual flame as welll.
But then I always have this awkward feeling when with them like my mouth cant open and speak friendly like all of them.
Well when i go to HBC I have this feeling of friendlyness but the spiritual flame in me was not lighted up.
I cant draw myself near to God ><
Isit I am not into God?
Wondering Wondering and Wondering.

God Spoke to ME!
I guess... haha

Was actually listening to William story about how God bless a couple.
A youth couple went for a very healthy relationship
They like each other and yet they never on.
They do the usual daily stuff like fetching each other home and just share stuff.
Their relationship is so healthy that they didnt even hold hands and hugs or anything.
Just loving each other secretly and concentrate in GOD's Way.
Well love during youth suppose to be like that~
They are confident that if it is the right girl/guy the he/she will be his/her later on,
=) and yet they are together by the grace of God and be blessed in each and everyway!
Hope u see this SIS!
HAHAHA
<3 dia!