Another Step of LIFE!

Slept at 2oc at nite and woke up at 7 oc!

Gona have headache soon ><

A lot of things just went over and over my mind.

Thinking of many stuff throughout the night!

Things just past by my mind leaving me vision of what is gona happen later on.

Well,

Believe it or not.

During the night when i was asleep.

Something came to me and tell me be strong in the lord and he will prosper u!

Dont fall into temptation and attend church frequently!

Pray!

It is the second night now i pray to sleep.

I pray for a lot of stuff.

Cause prayer do works.

I pray for the salvation of my family friends and ms.naomi!

I pray for the business i am gona move on into.

I pray for the one i used to love.

I pray for the nation

I pray for country.

I pray for church!

I pray for william.

How isit gona be like today nor tomolo?

How isit gona be like on saturday!

I wanna help her in her PAT exam.

HOW HOW HOW and HOW?

Always rewards her if she is guai =)

Gona bring her some food or bring her out tonite!

Hope she have the time.

But I wanna see her study!

Thinking of the business that I am gona fight for.

Thinking on how am i gona achieve my target.

Is RM100k a year possible?

Yes it is!!!

RM100k a year will make me drive VIOS in 2 or 3 year time =)

GAMBATEH AMOS CHOO!!

Prospect ah Prospect come to me more and more.

Am gona reach out to the people i should reach out.

At Last am gona pull Ms.TSY to the right side so she wont fall into alcoholic and worldly stuff.
She is also one of the reason I am working hard!
Study Hard ya Ms.TSY!!

=)

NEW~~

I want...
I want GOD's Key to heaven!
I want to serve GOD in every way!
I want a healthy life!!
I want everyone around me to be blessed!
I want a lovely girl that will love me secretly and love me more in future!!
I want to be nice !
I want this I want that I want everything!!
I want my to be with my god sis forever? hahaha...
I want I want I want to go around the world bringing Naomi along!
I want to bring Naomi to church!
I want to feed her so fat till she cant wear her clothes =p =p
I want.... I want... I want...

2nd Oct 2009

Today...
Done nothing the whole day,
Just talk to my u know who this morning,
Crap a lot and she gtg of a sudden again as usual =.=

went out at night with william
Always get 'polish' up like usual!!
Went to eat 'Bali tong' and oyster!
Went with egene and willaim
Egene so funny she says that she know how to eat bali tong but then she suck the thingy cannot come out hahaha cacat eh xD
and she ate 3
me n william ate the whole plate!!
Hope i dun lao sai tomolo =(


Hahaha suck suck suck the bali tong is like learning how to kiss =p

if u cant suck the thingy out from the bali tong means u are not a good kisser =p

Being back wit her as bestie

Love my cute sis =p

Love LOVE LOVE

Well.

As i write this, a lot of things went through my mind.

Is she meant to be for me?

She love me?

SHe like me?

Is she playing around??

Is she using me?

Am i stupid??

Well, till today all this hurtful question come into my mind..

Almost cried few times.

But i tend not to. so i occupied my time to my god sis house and chat with my god sis.

Well as i do all this i realise something.

If she is meant to be for me then god will keep her by my side.
Well if she is not then Lord please bring her far far away!

Is just a relationship that i love her but she likes me.
She lives in a promise that she wants to fulfil.

If a girl love me then she will always be with me talk to me.

Spend time with me.

go out with me and all.

But nope none of the above is fulfill by her.

Is like I am always sad with her.

But she can even go out with other people but not me.

So i made my stand and i know this is not wad i wanted.

She is just not the right one for me.

So i surrender everything upon the lord.

Break my heart once so i can stand up again.

Wanted to forget my feelings upon her.

Starting a new life.

Loving my god sis alone =)

And i will just care for her only!!

HAHA will she do the same? =p

Sayang her the most kekez

GOD IS AWESOOMMEEE

Last sunday i was like so poor left 12bucks in my wallet and i gave the RM10 bucks note to the lord as offering.

Well... On that day i left 2 bucks so i didnt follow william go eat..

Cause so poor d..

Then.. today tuesday, i went to pasar malam.

And i walking around..

Then i saw Mr.Loh!

He gave me back 10bucks wowowow..


haha

How awesome is the lord our GOD.

another miracle happen that i wanna share is during my last exam.

Didnt study for exam and slack around for months.

Was quite lazy and even thou the questions is with me but i never bother to look at it.

Till

the day before exam.

Then i went in by faith.

Write as much crap i could.

Vomit out all my knowledge.

then it was over.

Was thinking of failing and very worry.

My heart almost drop out.

Then the day i took my result.

I gave out a simple prayer taught by william.

I say sincerely to the lord.

Lord if you have things for me to do in college.
Let me pass my exam.
And i will work on your will!
Amen

I went in by faith and took my results.

Guess WHAT?

I get 1 A 4 Bs

I was like WOW

And YAY

And WOHOOOO..

Well i will concentrate more in the lord!!

WOWOWOWOW

haha

Thinking maturely =)

Its okay if things just dont go my way!
Well today one of the weirdest day of everyday.

went to college and saw her.

then she always wasnt in the mood to talk to me face to face.

T_T

Let time heal me and forget her =D

at night i went to the meeting AGAIn~~

So sleepy and tired yet i went to my sister's house.

Go there and share my chi chi made chocolate mooncake!

And kapsiao with her from 11 to 2am~

haha so many thing to kap siao us.
xD

Is like a thousand years we didnt talk yet i just met her few days ago!

Shared our feelings and taught in everything.

Anyway you are the best sis!!


-forgeting her- =)
(as her wished)

Am gona dedicate this song to her

Baby this song is for you.

不够勇敢

The lyrics of the song:


守在你身边看你每一个笑脸
笑得那么甜是他给了你誓言

不敢有埋怨都是我心甘情愿
或许有一天我的爱你能看见

一天一点你渐渐走远
我却像空气被忽略

只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
baby now i need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
without you i can't fall in love again
without you i can't
oh baby i can't fall in love again
(i can't never fall in love)

til the end of time in a world so close to me
i'm just so in love with a girl who's in my heart

each and everyday i wanna have you next to me
and i say to the world i'll never let it end

明明知道直到有一天
发现你不再有笑脸


The version that i can read:
P.S. Am gona practice it each and everyday and dedicate it to you when i have the chance.

Bu Gou Yong Gan

Shou zai ni shen bian　kan ni mei yi ge xiao lian
Xiao de na me tian　shi ta gei le ni shi yan
Bu gan you mai yuan　dou shi wo xin gan qing yuan
Huo xu you yi tian　wo de ai ni neng kan jian

Yi tian yi dian　ni jian jian zou yuan
Wo que xiang kong qi bei hu lue

Zhi guai wo de ai bu gou yong gan
Yi zhen chen mo de zuo ni de yi lai
Rang yi qie shi chen da hai
Baby now I need you by my side
Guo qu de yi qie gai zen me fang kai
Without you I can't fall in love again
(I can't never fall in love　Oh baby I can’t fall ini love again)

‘Til the end of time　in a world so close to me
I'm just so in love　with a girl who's in my heart
Each and everyday　I wanna have you next to me
And I said to the world　I'll never let it end

Ming ming zhi dao　zhi dao you yi tian
Fa xian ni bu zai you xiao lian


The meaning of the song,

退讓
Tui Rang
Give Way

曲﹕周杰倫
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Composer: Jay Chou

詞﹕方文山
Ci: Fang Wen Shan
Lyrics : Vincent Fang

站在街上我待到天亮
zhan zai jie shang wo dai dao tian liang
Standing on the street , I wait till dawn

你的情況我還是想管
ni de qing kuang wo hai shi xiang guan
Your situation, I still want to look after

而你撒謊走的模樣
er ni sa huang zou de mo yang
Yet when you lie, the way you walk

為何還是那麼的好看
wei he hai shi na me de hao kan
Why does it still look so good?


信在桌上妳解釋太長
xin zai zhuo shang ni jie shi tai chang
The letter is on the table, your explanation is too long

要我原諒我將信看完
yao wo yuan liang wo jiang xin kan wan
Wanting me to forgive, I finish reading your letter

不敢多想這個夜晚
bu gan duo xiang zhe ge ye wan
Not daring to think more about this very night

妳又為誰在化妝
ni you wei shui zai hua zhuang
For whom are you putting on make-up this time


被看穿 我原來難過的表情
bei kan chuan wo yuan lai nan guo de biao qing
Got uncovered, my formerly hurt expression

誰看來都平凡
shui kan lai dou ping fan
To others seems normal


淚水在眼眶模糊一面牆
lei shui zai yan kuang mo hu yi mian qiang
The tears in my eyes have blurred the wall

我卻深陷在回憶的海洋
wo que shen xian zai hui yi de hai yang
But I have fallen deeply into the ocean of memories


*我 不知道應該怎麼辦
wo bu zhi dao ying gai zen me ban
I don't know what I should do

但是卻微笑著退讓
dan shi que wei xiao zhe tui rang
But I still give way with a smile

收不回的喜歡就留在初戀的那一個地方
shou bu hui de xi huan jiu liu zai chu lian de na yi ge di fang
The liking that cannot be taken back is left at the place of first love


我根本就是不夠勇敢
wo gen ben jiu shi bu gou yong gan
I am really just not brave enough

但是卻微笑著退讓
dan shi que wei xiao zhe tui rang
But I still give way with a smile

跟自己在為難我假裝什麼事也沒發生一樣。
gen zi ji zai wei nan wo jia zhuang shen me shi ye mei fa sheng yi yang
Making it difficult for myself, I pretend as if nothing has taken place at all


悲傷的唱副歌第一行
bei shang de chang fu ge di yi hang
Sorrowfully singing the first line of the chorus

原來心碎不是哭一哭 那麼Ľ


77;單
yuan lai xin sui bu shi ku yi ku na me jian dan
Actually broken-heartedness is not as simple as crying once

分手的話怎麼會是你先講。
fen shou de hua zen me hui shi ni xian jiang
How come the words of break-up were first spoken by you?

This song so like us =/
yet the smile is still on my face pretending that nothing happen.

This song is dedicated to her I love you.
Without you I cant fall in love again

-S-

Went out with Ignite Again!

Each and everytime i go out with ignite i can feel the spiritual flame in them light up my spiritual flame as welll.
But then I always have this awkward feeling when with them like my mouth cant open and speak friendly like all of them.
Well when i go to HBC I have this feeling of friendlyness but the spiritual flame in me was not lighted up.
I cant draw myself near to God ><
Isit I am not into God?
Wondering Wondering and Wondering.

God Spoke to ME!
I guess... haha

Was actually listening to William story about how God bless a couple.
A youth couple went for a very healthy relationship
They like each other and yet they never on.
They do the usual daily stuff like fetching each other home and just share stuff.
Their relationship is so healthy that they didnt even hold hands and hugs or anything.
Just loving each other secretly and concentrate in GOD's Way.
Well love during youth suppose to be like that~
They are confident that if it is the right girl/guy the he/she will be his/her later on,
=) and yet they are together by the grace of God and be blessed in each and everyway!
Hope u see this SIS!
HAHAHA
<3 dia!

Dont be EMO or self pity! Life aint like that

Dear Friends and bloggers,

Working Life nowadays is like a battle field,
Is always the most hardworking and intelligent people wins.
Dont be lazy nor sad for urself and work hard for ur future.
Hit the target you want and set your goal very high.
Nothing is Impossible

-Amos-

At last

At last I know the truth of her =)
At least She told me the truth then keeping it from me T_T
Am so glad and happy that she told me =)
Hoping that She will have a happy life,
So wasted.. But yet is just another step of life,
If i would have the chance , then i will always appreciate her <3
I wish she could change her mind =)
But then promises is not meant to be broken... ><
Aint gona force her...
P.S. I love you

Awesome Day out!

Was so Sad lately cause of her =(

Then today was so nice and amazing haha i guess xD

Early in the morning went meeting with me boss~

Then I went to my CHI CHI house for food~~

Brought my lovely sis along and samuel and hui chian~

The food was so much till we get FOOD FREAK OUT~~

HAHA

SOME pics of food Feast!

Awesome curry puff

CHEESE CAKES hand made by CHICHI!! HOMEMADE rox.
P.S. Only my CHI CHI can do it. Wan buy? RM50 xD

THE PIGGIES including the one holding the camera (ma lovely sis )

Mr. And Mrs.Lazy BUM BUMS

Lovely SIS and Hui chian LOL

TOILET haha

Thanks ALL you ALL cheer me up a lot. love u guys <3

My new list of priority!

First God
Second Mummy
Third Business and study
Forth P[r]obrothers (Besties)
Fifth Trips


Lord Jesus please forgive me in everything that I have done and blessed me things that i did to pleased you.
Amen!

Arghh a day of sadness and jealousy

Today was a horrible day!
Went to gurney with my friends.
Then i go meet her...
So scared to give her a birthday hugs.

T_T regret haha..

She went home and then go out with dinner with her guy friends
T_T

Not me ,cause she has been force to go by someone..
But haiz.. I dont want to use the same way on her, gave her lots of space and freedom..
That is why am so sad and jealous !!

Sometimes i ever wonder, why should i be so sad ?
Sometimes i ever wonder, why should i be so jealous?


Hope she knows how i feel ><><
Was dissapointed.
All the stuffs in my mind just dont work out.
Like I wanted to take a cake for her during the very starting of her bday at 12am!
And it just dont..
And i wanted to have a BBQ party with her and ask my friends to shoot firecracker and it dont again T_T
So so sad cause she never give me a chance to do it!!

Maybe I am just not enough for her...

18Sep 2009!

Today also damn tiring cause the college air con explode and then the smells make me cough whole nite =( and then i got sore throat =( and i wished her at the moment strike at 12 chun chun! digi time => but she got her own plans without me today! at least i know she still love me ^^

And so i went to my sis house for a steamboat.. my younger sis cut crab for me to eat =.=
and my big sis and young sis keep feed me like feed themself =.= make me fatter then before haha

Love my SIS CHEESE CAKE
Is the best,
Wanna try? 40 bucks!
Cant buy it outside cause is a family resipe!

Once u try u wan more and more! and my sis will do it for me!! lovely huh?
Well i love her and i love my mum and i love my family!!
Aiseh Aiseh haha...


A big special thanks to CALLY LAW the most cause she help me finish my course work!
And thanks to GL and Jin as well u both help a lot too =)
If no them my assignment can go die d..
T_T


Anyway is her birthday today and i dream a lot of things about it like she agree to go dinner with me ^^ but then is just a dream =.=
nvm i will just wait for the time to come cause is just to new and she got her friends to celebrate with her as well... I understand u =p
<3 dia ! hahaha

17Sep 2009

Today many things happen lo...
I finish my half tank of my oil...
Went to Meetings then ah go to segi college then ah put jeff at the carpark and drive back to the college and then zs they all leave to menara perdana then i oso fly there then go his house come back to college then 3 thiefs took my car away =p almost get heart atk and then go gurney then go home then batu ferringhi then at last go home..
Sleep like pig at nite!! but then still thinking of her <3

Friends

Hey friends and passerby!
Well i wanna show u all this thing that i learn.
As u know there are many types of friends out there in this world that u have.
The green circle in the middle is you.
Which friends deserve to be in the purple circle the yellow circle and the red circle?
Well many people cant make this decision in life cause to them friends are just everything.
Well is certainly aint the correct answer as it should be.
You may think like that but will others think the same to you?
You treat them the best will they treat you the best as well?

Friends comes and say HI and bye.
Good Friends comes and know u more in detail and hang out around with u and spend money.
But Best Friends comes and cry with u and be happy with u and being with you!

Well friends are important in live.but then best friends will always hard to find cause best friends will stand with u when u have problems and will help u to solve it even thou they cant help much but they try to help u. good friends know how to go out with you and being a passing by time but the thing is will they help u when u are in trouble or chicken out and run??

Friends and passerby please do know which circle of friends are in which circle.
So remember friends keep those friends u put in the purple circle and yellow circle.

For me i put the only friend in purple circle is GOD Himself alone.
And yellow ones are you know who =p


Have an enjoyable time reading my blog =) thanks and good nite

Some lovely pics with my lovable sis!

Lovely aite? haha =p


My cute sis! xD



Girls messy room~~




Samuel and me sweating all the waY!
Blur blur!




P.S: Love you sis! Thanks to all my friends as well. And the new ones too =)

><

So many things that happen this few days!
But a lot of things just taught me so many many other things!
I used to have the thinking that always see girls with their looks first then character...
But then nowadays i found out that knowing the character first is more important then knowing the looks.
You cant judge a book by its cover!
You cant change the content of the book!
Cause you are not the author!

Many couples quarrels because they always have the thinking that, the guy is hot and having sweet talks or even the girls are pretty and sexy!
Then they lie to themself saying their character is not bad just because of looks come first , they need to suffer the consequences in the end.
Well remember friends, if you wan a happy and nice relationship do see at the characters first so will less quarrel and having a lovely couple!

God Bless =)

This Life

As days and days gone by,
I kinda feel that college peoples are so so emo!
They are always sads of their stuff and they make you sad to..
Walauwei.. What is happening to them and why it effect me so badly?
I always see them sad and they just turn their back and 'Lepas Geram' on me!
Am in the right college??
So many good college but why i choose SEGi Penang???
><
So many hurting friends then friends that cheer u up..
I dont know how to continue my college life in another 2 years times....
Die-ing soon..
The world is changing.
Why always the way i see stuff different from people wan?

Guess i am giving up on all this friends and problems and gona concentrate in other stuffs!

Is not what i choose to do but is what you all force me too..

Not gona care anymore..

You are all just passerby of my life.

You come and go

And i bet u alll sure forget me after u get ur certificate!

I want to keep those friends that i can keep.

Those friends who benefits me.

Those friends who cheer me up!

-Kelvin aka Amos-

My new life with my current her <3

Well life today is getting more and more lonely!!
Each and everyday life routine just go the same n the same!
bored n even more bored.
I wan somebody to share my feelings and happiness and sadness!
Well so i just met up somebody that changes my life a little but deeply changes it!
Then i suggest to her maybe we can just be temporarily couples of the moment and she agrees!
Thanks babe!
Thou she is just for a moment but i will make sure i appreciate my time with her!
I know i cant give her much but i can give her as much as i could.

I LOVE YOU! x unlimited!

Normal Days pass as usual. working hard to survive in this hard society!
I wanna work hard hard to achieve my GOALS!

I wanna have great friends that always be there for me!
Not friends that leave and go.. And come when they need me.

I really thank God that he send me 'Chee Seng' to help me grow spiritually and mentally.
Thanks for the advises!

And I love you sis! You meant a lot to me too!


P.S.

Hugs and kisses for her!

My goals!

Goals!

1st My first business and every tenth business earning i will give to lord's kingdom!
2nd Honour God with all my heart
3rd Be steady dont fall into temptations.
4th Give my mum money always!
5th Help the needys
6th I wan to buy a Kompressor Mercedes by the age of 21

My own 6 principles of life!

My principles of life!

1st Love God and honour him always
2nd Always be a cheerful Giver to Christ
3rd Love my family and christ kingdom family!
4th No alcohol and no smoking
5th Repent my sins always to God!
6th Follow his teaching!

awesome sunday!

Today as i went to church the word faith has bring me up a lot.
I feel that if we have faith we will be blessed from the Lord.
And if we give gracefully to the Lord he will blessed us.
I promise myself as the first business i do the whole earnings i will give to the Lord to show him that i am going to give him with a faithful heart and i wana show Jesus that i am sincere to him!
This are few bible verse that inspire me when the pastor preech
Luke 19 :26~27
Philippians 4:19
Matthew 6:33

Well one more verse that i admire a lot is
"If you live upon the Lord, when enemy attack you in 7 directions , the will flee away in 7 directions"
so dont ever fear in what you are doing. as long as you are doing the right thing and it is God's plan then you are anti curse anger and danger.
God loves all those who love him and put him first! As you honour God , God will fulfill your needs for your everyday life and blessed you!

I love you JESUS! You meant a lot to me! And I wanna live base on your teachings!
Lord lead me out of temptations so i wont fall.
Forgive my sins.
And Lord use me to fulfill your plans!
Help me and my friends and my college friends to reach their goals in live and bring them to you so they would love u and be with you too!
God you are a living God! You are real!
I trust in you!
Amen!~

Bible Chapter that inspire me of the day DEU 28!

If you fully obey the LORD your god and carefullly keep all his commands that I am giving you today the lord your god will set you high above all the nations of the world. Deu 28:1

SEM2!

Arghhh So sad... got to go back college again!
T_T study and sleep and study!

Forgotten an important event of my life!

5th of August! One of the most important date in my life!

P.S. just for her! haha
Love you sis =p

Live gracefully upon the lord!

To the people of the world today.
Hope you all will be aware that the things happening in the surrounding that is stated clearly from the bible!
the things from the bible has came true!
And it is the end times.
Hope all of you all will be at your right path so we can meet up in a place more wonderful in future.
which is heaven.
Do bare in mind that the only way to heaven is Jesus himself.
If you want to know the proves and the stuff written from the bible that came true!
please do approach me
add me up at amos_choo@hotmail.com

Photo Spam haha its just those olden days pics

^^ first time clubbing

during the saturday nite of 25 Jul2009. i went to clubbing with a few friends of mine..
the experience was weird but is awesome.
well i enjoyed alot this are few pics that i took there with a girl =p

PROBLEMSSS

Arghhh my life so many problems now le >< problems =".="">< on =".=""><><>< ad =".="" month =".=""><

the day

Heylo~~~ waa i have make a few nice friends in college. like liang jenjin, cally law , lindsay and choryee~~ hahaha my lunch partner muahaha...
hmmm on friday 22nd may me and my friends go to MCDonald and lepak there haha
woah that liang jenjin ppk us and so i left a guy there with 4 beautiful girl wahahaha...
and i kinda quite jealous le cause all of them are not single except me!!! hmp hmp..! they like aiyo wait my bf buy me this and talk about their bf T_T and i dont have a gf to talk ler...
sad kah si hahaha.. but anyway... nah is mean to be my fate to be like that! haiz haiz..
the girl i love got to leave me at the end cause she is planning to go to AUSTRALIA!! lol..
keksim haha... lets skip the emo part and think about the day haha...
err this is some pic we took




this is lindsay and me haha.. and she act retard lol






Tis is chor yee and me =) she is cute right haha..










okay this is me and to beautiful girl wahaha...
we bought a ring which cost us RM5.. and i just buy it cause they bought and is nice haha..
see our fingers kekez








and lastly is my picture with lindsay after the presentation =)
kekez...

i guess that is all gua.. hahaha =)

love you all!! hahahaha...

New blogs

omgosh is my new blog lol... started today~ and wonder how it will end up like @.@ just simply click on something n hope it went well . thx to somebody hahaha who call me to make one =)