Well.
As i write this, a lot of things went through my mind.
Is she meant to be for me?
She love me?
SHe like me?
Is she playing around??
Is she using me?
Am i stupid??
Well, till today all this hurtful question come into my mind..
Almost cried few times.
But i tend not to. so i occupied my time to my god sis house and chat with my god sis.
Well as i do all this i realise something.
If she is meant to be for me then god will keep her by my side.
Well if she is not then Lord please bring her far far away!
Is just a relationship that i love her but she likes me.
She lives in a promise that she wants to fulfil.
If a girl love me then she will always be with me talk to me.
Spend time with me.
go out with me and all.
But nope none of the above is fulfill by her.
Is like I am always sad with her.
But she can even go out with other people but not me.
So i made my stand and i know this is not wad i wanted.
She is just not the right one for me.
So i surrender everything upon the lord.
Break my heart once so i can stand up again.
Wanted to forget my feelings upon her.
Starting a new life.
Loving my god sis alone =)
And i will just care for her only!!
HAHA will she do the same? =p
Sayang her the most kekez
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